3o/11; outing with kit and coco

woke up to let coco in my house and by darling's sms. and his calls and sms-esssss. SO MANY TILL I WANNA SLAP HIM IN THE FACE. HOW IRRITATING!! oh man please dont make me hate you. i dont but it doesnt mean i'll go back to you. i mean what i say. oh gosh, im really tired of you. shoo!

coco waited for me to get ready and we wore the same kinda top and bottom, almost the same but her bag and watch is different. they are 'dior'. @@ how nice. i love her damn watch!! i'll wear it everyday if i can have it. but... no. haha! im poor shit baby. -.- im mad.

waited for kit and then set off to fareast. walked there the whole day. bought nothing cause coco introduced some meal costing me $8. when im having only $1o on me. -.-" im broke yeah. darling was there as well but he cant meet me. i cant believe it. okay im gonna stop this cause i HATE... okay stop. =/

kit went interview and we slacked around taking photo then took a cab back to boon lay, then took mrt to lot 1 to meet darling. never look at him for long cause kit wanted to play pool. i sucked but she insisted so i play lorh. no big harm larh but no money ler. went home around 9 without holding his hands, without a goodbye hug/kiss.

i dont wanna talk about what happen after i reach the mrt. fucktard, i was angry and irritated. FUCKTARD!!

then reach home around 1o and 'you know what' happened. okay stop. i hate this date.

1/12; full house

stayed at home the whole day for punishment again. watched full house for the whole day and talked to darling for awhile in the afternoon and for very long in the night. he called again, sms-ed again. i really had enough. i want to hate him and no one can stop me. freako! rahh.

slept at around 2+ i remember after hanging the phone. what a boring day. cant see him, cant go out, no money, no ezlink. no nothing, yeah i have nothing.

2/12; books and mickey to vet

woke up early around 9 to school to get my books. darling never call and i was really disappointed with the books im gonna study next year cause it's almost the same as the ones i did in sec 2. then went to sembawang's mount pleasant vet for mickey's checkup. i heard he had a kidney infection. =/ i feel kinda worried for him. sounds kinda serious. how sad. haiis. he is already 5 and a half year old. i had him since pri 3 or 4 i forgot. oh man.

i came across rui jie's blog and i find writing about one's past fun so i thought of writing my own as well. anyone who came across my blog can try it as well, if you have a blog. haha!! i'll be back again about me soon!!

ciaos. (:

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